It feels like everyone has a someone. I never had a best friend, I mean, I thought I did, but even then, it was never like a team. Me & ____. No, I never had that.
And the one time I had a relationship, it was broken, right from the start. She never loved me, I didn't really love her... it was a huge mistake.
And they physical. Oh God, I want the physical. I want it so bad I literally ache. I've been ready for so long and it just never happened for me. I'm scared it never will. Realistically I know it will, but when the parting words from the guy I (nearly) lost my virginity to were "It could have been worse," it doesn't do much for your confidence.
I want to be The One. The Best Friend. The Lover. The Best.
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